When I started this blog I spoke a lot about how much I had manifested, how I was living my dream. It was almost shocking how suddenly here I was in a sweet house with a wonderful husband and two beautiful children. Since starting the blog itself, and with the inspiration of many other wonderful blogs, I created a small farm and learned how to bake and cook and knit and become more conscious of many things.
I left a career dream behind 9 years ago when I met The Brad. Right when my music career was seemingly picking up speed, I turned my back on it. I wanted a husband and family only, and nothing in the way of it. Of course right then, it so happened that a record company wanted to pick up my last album. I said I wouldn't tour. And that broke the deal. Over the years I've kept a toe dipped into the music business, there's been some mild success here and there without hardly a try on my part. But... I can't explain it.....there's no manifest. In that arena, it has not surfaced in me and I don't know why.
I am submerged here and now in all I have manifested. My girls are young. My little farm needs tending. What more comes in must fit in perfectly with that I have and not take me away from it in any way. Because I love what I have and it is of me.
Yes. I love what I have manifested and it is of me and I am of it
and I trust that what's next will be perfect and wonderful just as this is
that what comes next will grow what I have, what I feel in my heart, that I will feel happy and free...
just know, universe...
i love what I have.
& if you have any amazing ideas
for my future
sock it to me
in the meantime,
i'll be outside
changing the water
in the duck pool